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    A year has passed since their wedding in London, a whole year of complete, marital bliss. Castiel remains one of Hollywood's biggest stars, while at his side Dean keeps up his charity work to help kids out of lives like his. Life is good. Not perfect, probably never will be, but things are better than either of them could ever have dreamed to hope for, and every day, they get better still. The past was still painful, but the therapy was helping and the future was more important. Their future, together.

    So where do they go from here? What do they do now?

    There are still challenges along their road. One of which is figuring out how to use their words.

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    Dean and Sam's points of views on their relationships and lives throughout the years. John Winchester is more harmful than good, especially to Dean. Sam struggles with the guilt of what his brother's given up for him over the years. Dean suffers from abuse, low esteem. TRIGGER WARNING for eating disorders/abuse. Pre-series. UPDATED: Periodic point of views from John and Bobby as well. John is a real SOB.

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    In which Dean makes his first deal at 22, and doesn't end up in Hell but does end up a demon.

    A demon with an angel to fight.

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    Sam and Castiel have been best friends since their freshmen year in Stanford. Every seems to be in its exact place for Sam, he is applying to law school and he is planning proposing to his girlfriend, Jessica. For Castiel...things are a bit more challenging, even though he has made a name for himself as one of the best violinist in the state, he has had boyfriend problems...

    Senior year rolls in for both of them until Dean calls Sam, their father is sick, terminal. Sam, Jess and Cas, all head to Kansas for emotional support.

    That's where Cas meets the infamous Dean Winchester.

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    About the series format:
    Originally this series was just going to be a collection of vignettes with little to no overarching plot. However, a few works into it I started thinking up a story and the damned thing grew legs and ran away. In hindsight I should've just made it all a single multi chapter work, but in order to format it like that at this point I'd have to destroy all the kudos & comments on the earlier works. Instead I'm just going to disregard uniformity of the series and start the multi chapter work here. If you haven't read parts 1-13, I definitely suggest going back and doing so.

    The Road So Far (so to speak):
    Instead of going with Dean to look for their dad as he did in the pilot, Sam chose to stay at school. It's gradually revealed that Sam's life hasn't gone as he'd hoped. Burdened with significant emotional trauma, medical problems, the stress of school, potentially unhealthy relationships, & the reemergence of the supernatural in his life- Sam tries to figure out how to survive in his strange new world.

    TRIGGER WARNINGS (previous & going forward):
    Depression, Suicide/Suicidal thoughts, Child abuse, Emotional abuse, Homophobia

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    An encounter with a supernatural creature leaves Dean worse for wear and Sam and Castiel looking for answers.

    This is set in Season 4 but will have spoilers through Season 8.

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    He should never have been born, for he had been born the wrong sex. Castiel wanted to hide it, but when he presented at age twelve, his two brother's sold him. Now at age 19, Castiel has been taken from that life by an Alpha that want's revenge against the man who brought him. Castiel will learn that Dean can be just a cruel and mean as Alastair was. Yet will these two share similarities in their past and learn to truly care for one another, or will Alastair come to claim what he paid for?

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    On the 2nd of November, John Winchester got drunk.
    On the 3rd of November he has to face the consequences.

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    During adolescence, you wake up one morning and find your soul mate's initials tattooed on your wrist. Then when you finally meet, the first time you touch, your soul mate can see into your life. They see all of your memories. Dean's problem is that he has a lot of memories he would like to keep a secret. And when he sees the initials DW on his English teacher, that's when he knows trouble is coming.

     

    The Teacher-Student soulmate AU nobody wanted. Sam is five years old and Dean is left to raise him after his abusive, alcoholic father kicks them out.

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    Castiel is visiting his Grandparents for the summer and meets a mysterious stranger and soon falls for him. This follows their love through their entire summer.

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    Dean's mom always told him that Angels were watching over him. The way his life's been going, he's stopped believing that a looooong time ago. But it doesn't stop him from wishing that Angels or Fairy Godmothers or something similar really existed and could solve his problems with the swish of a magic wand or the snap of their fingers.

    But wishing doesn't make it true.

    So why is there a Fairy Godmother standing in front of him?

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    In an alternative universe without supernatural and hunting, John Winchester and his three sons move to Sioux Falls, where John goes on spending his meager minimum wage on booze. 17-year-old Dean does his best to take care of his little brothers and protect them from their father's violence, determined not to let Child Protective Services find out about the abuse and separate them from each other.

    But Dean isn't as alone as he thinks; some caring people suspect of what is happening behind the Winchesters' closed door, and set out to find a way to help the boys.

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    Cas gets out his frustrations about the Winchesters’ past in a creative way. A simple phrase in Enochian, that sums up what he sees as the root of the problem. It’s a good way to blow off steam. The trouble really starts when Dean starts to repeat it. Then Sam.
    Then they start saying it around people who understand it.

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    Alternate universe:
    In an ABO world where they’re mostly treated equally. It doesn’t mean omegas have it great. Alphas have control of the offspring so many times omegas get pregnant but are never claimed. The alpha has the right to take the children if they are in a better position to provide for them.
    There are supernatural creatures that roam the earth causing chaos and havoc. There are hunters who are paid by the Government (Department of Hunter’s Headquarters DHH) to kill these creatures. Hunters are paid in stamps…which they can redeem for rent, food, weapons, clothes.
    Sam Campbell –Alpha Hunter Trust fund kid.
    Dean Winchester -Omega Hunter

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    Dean knew that it was dangerous going to unknown bar while on a hunt. He also knew that the dangers for him increased because he was on his heat. Luckily Bobby had sold Dean some more suppressants to keep his heat at bay. Dean does his best to smell like a Beta, and when an Alpha buys him a drink, everything changes. Dean must keep the fire to escape alive if he wants to ever escape. Yet there are darker things, more dangerous Alpha's that are waiting for Dean. Can Dean learn to accept Castiel as his Alpha and work together to defeat the monster that is devastating the town.
    While Sam is looking for his brother, he meets a new hunter who says that she is sent by Bobby to help the brothers. He doesn't trust her at first, and even less when he learns that she is a Wiccan. Sam keeps her at arm lengths while they search for Dean, yet he will learn that he has to trust the other hunter if he wants to help his brother.

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    OCTOBER 2017 UPDATE: I am participating in four different challenges so this story's progress is on temporarily on hold.

    Cas and Dean inadvertently create soul babies (this is the dub-con). John Winchester comes back from the dead. Dean lies to protect his loved ones. This story explores the "profound bond" between Dean and Cas as a main subplot. Not your typical mpreg: this is a soul bond and a new creature breed.

    Excerpt: “Angels do not just pluck souls from Hell. You were an exception. When I saved you I was not in corporeal form, and neither were you. We were quite literally entwined for,” Cas’s voice grows quieter and he gazes down at their [baby] remembering, “a very long time.”

    Canon compliant but diverges (instead of Metatron killing Dean end of S9, Dean kills Metatron and doesn't become a demon, loses MOC). Castiel still has borrowed, depleting grace. May contain spoilers up to S12 finale.

    ***Please read tags***
    The story may come across darker than tags suggest; this fic is typical of the show's violence and death.

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    John's abusive- Poor eighteen year old Dean ran away with his (very little, three year old) brother, leaving him to struggle his way into life. Rent, work, school, landlords, and fatherhood (according to Sam) slowly creep up on Dean; especially his new found stupid boy-crush on his English teacher, Mr. Novak. But what happens when Mr. Novak begins to see the bruises and faint scars on this quiet boy's skin? What happens when he finds that Dean is forced to be a father to his little three year old brother? What happens when he realizes that this "stupid little crush" happens to be so much more?

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    Dean Winchester is a student with a tricky home life, bad grades, but a talent for football.

    Castiel Novak is an optimistic, young new teacher at Lawrence High School who wants to get all his students to achieve good grades, and do better than they thought they ever could.

    Their first meeting isn't exactly love at first sight, nor is the second, or third.

    But, eventually they begin to see something in each other that will change the way both think of themselves, and what they truly deserve in life.

    (Named after the song by Beach House)

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    Castiel always scrambled at two in the morning to get his work done. Dark circles constantly played under his dulling bloodshot blue eyes. He never got much sleep, but he kept his grades up. He didn’t have many friends, but he made do with only Charlie. Sometimes, after dinner, he would find himself in the bathroom with two fingers down his throat and the food he just ate, coming back up from his stomach. He didn’t look healthy anymore, with his pale skin dotted with bruises and scars from his brothers.

    Dean Winchester was a little bit better off. His charming smile practically knocked girls dead and sent some guys to heaven. Dean didn’t really do his work and he didn’t really want to. His skin was beautiful and sun-kissed and covered in freckles that added character. People didn’t know that, in his past, everyday his alcoholic father had beat him. But Dean always took the beatings to protect his little brother. Until one day, Dean couldn’t take it anymore, he packed his things, took Sam and drove off in John’s ‘67 Chevy all the way to Sioux Falls, South Dakota.

    And As they say, the rest is history.

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    Sam goes to Stanford. His new roommate, Castiel, turns out to be very interesting indeed.

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    40/?
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