27 Oct 2012
“I have to be so careful, so in control as Captain America. If I don’t pay attention to my strength, I could hurt someone. As a commander, I have to keep on top of things, give orders, take responsibility. I wouldn’t want my life to be any other way, but sometimes,” Steve hesitated, “I’d like to let go. Let someone else be in charge, make the decisions, give the orders.”
In which Steve has no difficulty trusting Tony, but Tony may have some trouble trusting himself . . .
Inspired by this Avengers kinkmeme prompt: http://avengerkink.livejournal.com/11065.html?thread=24576057t24576057
- Part 1 of Surrender
13 Dec 2012
“I’d want him to take control. I’d want him to tie me down, pin me in place so I could barely move. I’d let him tell me what to do and I’d like it because it was what he wanted; I wouldn’t have to think about it, just obey. I’d kneel at his feet and I’d beg him for it. . . I want to surrender.”
“Tony, there’s only one person I trust that much.”
Steve slid to his knees.
- Part 2 of Surrender
“Oh God. Tony, please . . .” Steve panted, struggling to stay still.
“Tell me what you want.”
Steve’s words came out in harsh gasps: “Anything. Everything . You.” Steve shivered. “Claim me, mark me, make me yours . . .”
Tony and Steve work out the kinks in their relationship and explore uncharted territory.
Author's Note: I love this series. I don't want to abandon it, but it is on long-term hiatus while I deal with Life and write P&P. I have learned that I can't work a demanding full time job, write multiple long stories at the same time, and maintain my sanity. Sorry to leave you hanging, but I'm afraid this one has to wait and I really don't know when I'll be able to come back to it. Kudos and kind words are very appreciated and encouraging, but if the lack of closure will drive you crazy, you might want to skip this one for a while . . .
- Part 3 of Surrender