Lambski
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While Adam and Sauli are driving to take possession of the vineyard bequeathed to him by his grandfather, Adam discovers he is ready to take possession of something else...
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- Part 1 of Lambski
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Adam and Sauli have been separated for a few days while Sauli visits with his Finnish friends. He prepares a surprise for Sauli's return. But is it a good one?
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- Part 2 of Lambski
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Adam is worried about his lover. Will he "love him and set him free"? Or will he listen?
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- Part 3 of Lambski
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Adam and Sauli run into one of Adam's ex-lovers. After Sauli's departure, Adam and his ex end up alone in his studio. Will nostalgia get the better of Adam?
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- Part 4 of Lambski
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Adam is such a stroppy, condescending bastard sometimes. It pisses Sauli off. But to be honest, he himself is no angel...
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- Part 5 of Lambski
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Sauli teaches Adam the Finnish names for parts of Adam's body.
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- Part 6 of Lambski
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Adam likes to win even when he has lost.
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- Part 7 of Lambski
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Adam comes home from a recording session and talks to Sauli about why it was such a success. These boys do more than just fuck. They talk. They listen. They understand one another. But of course, afterwards they do fuck.
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- Part 8 of Lambski
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Adam and Sauli are navigating the deeper waters of their love...
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- Part 9 of Lambski
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Adam and Sauli are enjoying being alone in the wilderness. They both cherish this time together, when nothing really matters but their love.
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- Part 10 of Lambski
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"And your relationship? How is that going?" the interviewer had asked. "I'm really, really happy," Adam had replied. "Our relationship has made me feel very grounded."
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- Part 11 of Lambski
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Adam is happy to deal with disparaging comments by a certain pop culture analyst. But Sauli isn't.
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- Part 12 of Lambski
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- Part 13 of Lambski
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In this story I wanted to strip away our gendered reading of 'partners' to reveal the base-line of love; that we choose to mate with a person, a separate 'being', who is separate from yourself - yet at the same time you are coming together as two of a kind.
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- Part 14 of Lambski
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Adam and Sauli go walking in the local cemetery on Christmas eve.
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- Part 15 of Lambski
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Adam reflects on his love, and his music.
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- Part 16 of Lambski
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The Christmas festivities are wearing Adam out. Or maybe it is the sauna. Or the future he is facing...
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- Part 17 of Lambski
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A stranger is flirting with Sauli...
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- Part 18 of Lambski
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Sauli has gone to Finland to visit his family. Adam enjoys the deep pleasure of saying goodbye to someone from whom he is in fact inseparable...
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- Part 19 of Lambski
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A philosophical discussion sends Sauli to sleep...
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- Part 20 of Lambski
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It is their last night at Bora Bora. The evening's tropical storm, which signals the ending of the day, is like the storm of self-protective indecision in Adam's heart, as he faces Sauli's departure...
But Sauli knows him better than he knows himself.
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- Part 21 of Lambski
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- Part 22 of Lambski
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After a wild night out Adam returns to their hotel. He is less preoccupied with the night's somewhat newsworthy events as he is with the days that lie ahead. He is calculating his position and preparing to stake his claim...
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- Part 23 of Lambski
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The old year's sunset has set. Sauli suggests they fuck the new one in...
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- Part 24 of Lambski
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Adam thinks too much. He wants and needs to talk. Sauli understands but knows there are shortcuts to sorting out your thoughts and feelings...
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- Part 25 of Lambski
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Love in the Lambert/Koskinen household....
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- Part 26 of Lambski
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Adam and Sauli have driven out of town to catch their breaths. They think so differently from one another, but feel so alike...
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- Part 27 of Lambski
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Adam wants and needs Sauli to come and live with him. But is he prepared?
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- Part 28 of Lambski
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Adam is hyper-active because he is about to take an important step in his career. This is the first time in his life he will not be alone on what he knows, deep down, will be a life-changing journey. What does that mean? What is "being a couple" going to mean?
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- Part 29 of Lambski
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Adam is overseas and Sauli is home alone. He misses Adam. He misses him deeply. Normally his love for Adam skips on the surface of his heart like stone. He is so easy to love. Even his faults and flaws are lovable.
But in Adam's absence the sunny, surface aspect to Sauli's love is suddenly contrasted with his deeper feelings, ones that are far less controlled or manageable...
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- Part 30 of Lambski
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Adam is home after being away for a few weeks. He is relaxing while Sauli prepares their evening meal. Like a guttering candle flame the pleasures of domestic intimacy fluctuate with the shadows of knowing his love for Sauli,- in a world that for so many is not only loveless but holds no hope of ever finding love's shelter and safety,- is fortunate, a gift of grace borne on the wind...
I wrote this listening to Nick Cave singing his beautiful song, "Into My Arms". You might like to play it as you read...
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- Part 31 of Lambski
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Separations are often easier to endure than reunions....
This fic-let is unashamedly inspired by Adam's mention of Led Zeppelin's "Since I've Been Loving You". You might like to listen as you read...
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- Part 32 of Lambski
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Sauli disregards Adam's wishes and goes for a walk - on his own...
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- Part 33 of Lambski
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One interpretation of Con Te Partiro is that it is about finding your true love. When you find that person you are happy to say goodbye to the world you knew before meeting him. A new world lies before you, one that you and your true love will explore together.
And so it is a goodbye to all you have known - and the security of knowing it, and a greeting to the great unknown of love.
You may like to listen as you read...
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- Part 34 of Lambski
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Adam is feeling emotionally drained by the demands of work. It's costing him more than he is prepared to admit. He is afraid of himself and his commitments and that fear translates into anger.
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- Part 35 of Lambski
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Adam is on the road. It is the end of a long day...
The song, "Calling You" was written by Bob Telson. You might like to listen as you read.
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- Part 36 of Lambski
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Adam has changed and yet he hasn't changed; he used to rely on his family and friends to 'keep him grounded' but now he relies on himself. And yeah, he knows that in a way it means he's dancing solo. But oh, his naked love... Music. And Sauli.
I've posted the snippet for Naked Love at the end of the story. You might like to listen and dance around your room with your eyes closed...
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- Part 37 of Lambski
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Adam's love for Sauli is artlessly intense... He feels a kind of ruthlessness on the surface, but underneath, the truth of his tenderness plays its song of constancy and affection.
The song is from the soundtrack from Claude Lelouch's movie, "Un Homme et Une Femme" (1966)
You might like to listen while you read.Series
- Part 38 of Lambski
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Adam is happy to be back home - with his current partner...
I wrote this story with Pierre Barouh's "Samba Saravah" on my mind, so I included it. You might like to listen as you read.
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- Part 39 of Lambski
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- Part 40 of Lambski
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Adam is going away for a month or so. He wonders if he might be tempted on the road.
I found this song and loved how it reminded me of stars and planets. You might like to listen while you read.
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- Part 41 of Lambski
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Adam considers the ways that strength and weakness go hand in hand when you love someone deeply, not just passionately.
The song is "House of Cards" by Radiohead....
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- Part 42 of Lambski
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Adam has thrown a party. It is late and everyone is very happily smashed. But Adam is not so drunk that he can't focus on something he wants. Music, as so often is the case in his life, assists the singularity of his desire.
The music is "So What", by Miles Davis, from his album "Kind of Blue"
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- Part 43 of Lambski
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Adam and Sauli are spending time with their family and friends.
This is a simple 'slice of life' story. Nothing flash.
You may or may not want to listen to the music I listened to while I was writing this story. It is Francesco Tarrega's Capricho Arabe, played by Julian Bream.
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- Part 44 of Lambski
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Adam is meeting Sauli in Paris. He wonders what he is letting himself in for...
The beautiful song, Ma Mémoire Sale, is about wanting and needing to have memories washed clean, memories that have been muddied, sullied, by sorrow.
You may like to listen to it as you read. And then watch the video, from the movie,"Les Chansons D'Amour", which is also beautiful.
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- Part 45 of Lambski
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Once burned... twice shy.
I wrote this as a tribute to Adam Lambert's beautiful song, "Underneath". You might like to listen while you read.
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- Part 46 of Lambski
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Adam is on his way home. Alone with his thoughts on the flight homeward he allows his exhaustion to surface.
“Siinä kaikki” is from the chorus of the song "Minä Rakastan Sinua", sung here by Samuli Putro. You might like to listen as you read.
Minä rakastan sinua, koko sydämestäni
Minä rakastan sinua, siinä kaikki
siinä kaikkiI love you with all my heart
I love you, that's all
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- Part 47 of Lambski
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Adam sends a name day gift to his love. He knows that Sauli's name derives from the Hebrew name, Saul, which means "asked for" or "prayed for"....
I've set the story to Beyonce's Halo. You might like to listen as you read. It's a song Adam said he liked.
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- Part 48 of Lambski
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Adam is watching one of his favourite documentaries in the Planet Earth series; Creatures of the Deep. Sauli is doing a quiz in a Woman's magazine. While the program explores the strange habitat and occupants of the ocean's depths, Adam and Sauli explore the equally weird and wonderful world of their love.
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- Part 49 of Lambski
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Adam and Sauli are staying with Sauli's parents in Finland. Adam is introduced to the joys and tribulations of the Finnish sauna...
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- Part 50 of Lambski
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Adam sits in a chair and watches over Sauli who is sleeping in their hotel bed. He dozes off himself, at peace, exhausted, his mind and his heart steadied by the hand of love. He feels safe as houses, or, as the case may be, as castles with moats that have magical powers...
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- Part 51 of Lambski
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- Part 52 of Lambski
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It has been a long journey...
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- Part 53 of Lambski
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Sauli has been out of sorts and Adam is anxious.
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- Part 54 of Lambski
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Adam comes home from a recording session and talks to Sauli about why it had been such a success. These boys do more than just fuck. They talk. They listen. They understand one another. But of course, afterwards they do fuck.
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- Part 55 of Lambski
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The idea of a 'first love' implies succession, - that second, third and other loves may follow. But that isn't always the case. Sometimes first love is actually the beginning of knowing how to love for the rest of your life.
The song is the beautiful aria, "In Trutina" from Carl Orff's "Carmina Burana", sung by the soprano, Sylvia Greenberg. You might like to listen while you read.
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- Part 56 of Lambski
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The winter does not leave without a backward glance by islasands
Adam Lambert (Musician)
24 May 2012
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The warmth of love is mostly wonderful, but occasionally, for some unaccountable reason, it can make you miss the cold....
The song is "How to Disappear Completely" by Radiohead. You may like to listen while you read.
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- Part 57 of Lambski
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Adam is flying to meet his lover after an extended separation. He has been working too hard to miss him. Now, in the peace afforded by being mid-air, he applies himself to that task...
The music is "Bonjour", by Lemongrass. You may like to listen as you read. The video replays, so when there is a pause, just read on and it will play again.
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- Part 58 of Lambski