13 Works in Sinful Desire

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    John made a horrible mistake years ago, but he found a way to protect Sam from the truth.

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    Loss is never easy so when a grief-stricken Jensen Ackles believes he’s alone after facing the greatest and hardest loss yet in his already difficult life, he chooses to return to the spot where he found happiness to make the ultimate final choice. There he’s reminded that he’s not as alone or as at fault as he’s believed and slowly comes to face there is still a future if only he can let go of his pain and guilt.

    Jared Padalecki has loved his best friend since the day they met in a field of flowers and butterflies. When they face a huge loss, he also worries about losing Jensen as well if he can’t break thru the wall of grief that has taken so much of the man he knew.

    It will take their love for each other as well as something perhaps as simple as a butterfly’s touch to help both men face the act of hate that changed their lives and also give them a future.

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    This is the fourth part of a 12-part SPN series, A New Road. The boys have done as much soul searching as they can muster and are on their way to Bobby to figure out what comes next for them now that God has seen fit to let them off the hook. Here begins my descent into porn with feelings and the shameless use of another fandom (Dogma). This was written well before the Metatron came into the SPN-verse.

    Thank you all for the Con-crit, kudos, and comments! Please remember the con-crit, kudos, and comments you leave here will echo in eternity.

    TRIGGER WARNING: References to past child abuse and neglect. John Winchester is not a model parent, the episode is told in flashback.

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    Two decades ago, Dean Winchester was betrayed and left for dead by his own father. Now, the so-called Pirate King is poised to take revenge on the father who cast him out, and the brother who took his rightful place and has been living the high life. When Sam Winchester sets sail to collect a bride that he does not want, his journey is cut short and he finds himself at the mercy of a hard, bastard of a pirate who hates him and orders him to his bed. Inexplicably drawn to this mercurial and sometimes cruel man who holds the power of life or death over him, Sam walks a dangerous tightrope using everything in his arsenal to convince Dean to change course and see him as partner and ally rather than as his pawn and victim.

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    Lone Wolf. Exile. Outsider. Alpha. Jensen Ackles had been called all of these since walking away from his pack years ago. Since leaving, he kept to himself but couldn’t shake his childhood dreams of big eyes and strange symbols. These images continued to haunt him and eventually drew him back to his home state.
    Jared Padalecki grew up dreaming of a silver wolf; he somehow knew it was ‘his’ wolf, his Alpha, but he grew up isolated and alone, believing he would never find this wolf. Raised by cruel grandparents to fear and hide a side of himself he knew nothing about, he struggled to remain unmated even though that was unheard of for an Omega.
    When a night of terror leads to a fateful encounter between Alpha and Omega, it isn’t long before Jensen realizes what he’s found and how much Jared will change his life. Can their relationship survive when Jensen’s past comes back to haunt him?

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    Jensen's been alone & happy with it for a very long time. 199 years to be precise but then being a vampire has taught him about being alone until the night he needs a companion and meets someone who will change his world.

    Jared's been on the streets since he finally escaped a life of abuse at his stepmother's hands only to fall prey to a life nearly as bad. He's trapped in an existence where he sells his body for a man who's getting more & more demanding. A sudden pick-up one night for what was supposed to be a simple escort job for a lot of money turns into more than the 22 year old could've dreamed.

    Two very different men from two very different lives quickly learn they can teach other and give each other hope for more when things suddenly go dark as Jared's pimp decides he doesn't want to let go all that easily and soon Jensen must choose between two heartbreaking choices.

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    Jensen's a firefighter sent into a forest fire in California to clear come cabins when he finds something unexpected: a very scared and also very pregnant Jared, who is also in labor.

    Jared's on the run from his ex. He's scared & trying to protect his unborn child from a life of pain and abuse like he's known when he meets a man very unlike any he's ever known before.

    Surviving the fire is just the start of things between them because while Jensen wants to protect Jared and his son from his abusive ex the involvement also brings back dark memories that the firefighter would much rather forget.

    Can Jensen finally overcome the pain and loss he's buried to start a new life with Jared or will secrets and forgotten danger burn their chances for happiness?

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    Sam leaves home at sixteen to escape two things: a growing attraction to his older brother, and an angry and abusive father who blames him for his mother's death. With nothing to his name save his experience hunting and his determination to escape it, he turns to prostitution to support himself through high school and then college. This is an AU without the yellow-eyed demon and psychic powers bit. Lots of hurt, but lots of comfort and eventual Wincest.

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    Jensen's a rock & roll star looking for a break after some setbacks & an encounter with a crazed fan sends him back home to San Francisco after 10 years away. Jared's a young man hiding inside himself after escaping a childhood of horror.
    Protecting Jared from a street gang that's stalking the church shelter that helped turn Jensen's life around years earlier he forms a bond of protection for the silent, scarred young man that slowly turns to more when Jared's nightmare returns in the form of the man who kidnapped him as a child & is looking to return Jared back to that life of pain and shame.
    It's up to Jensen to teach Jared to trust someone in order to help him protect him but when a piece of Jensen's past surfaces it becomes a test to see who must learn to trust because soon the violence & threats escalate and he must fight more than the legal system or one man's obsession to save Jared.

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    Being abused by someone who should protect you leaves a scar so deep it'll never be healed, sometimes all you want to do is die just to escape the pain. Jensen Ackles knows how it feels, but endures it all alone. No one knows about the torment he is being put through and he has no intention of telling anyone. Can he hold on until he can escape or will he slowly die on the inside and give up in the end?

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    Jensen’s just transferred to Johnson High and as if he didn’t have enough on his plate already, what with being the weird new kid and his difficult home life, he seems to have somehow gotten himself on the radar of the High School badass…so not good.

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    Ten years ago, Jensen and Jared set out to New York together but, after only a week, Jensen abandoned Jared and the man has never able to forgive him for it. Yet when a new Cold Case file lands on his Captain’s desk, Jared finds out that maybe everything was not as it seemed all those years ago.

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    This is the final chapter in the New Road series. It has been seven years since Sam and Dean gave up the hunt. They have found peace in a quiet life in small town Vermont. But what happens when one of their new chosen family is threatened?

    Remember this series starts after the episode "Yellow Fever" (Season 4, ep. 6), because everything that happens after makes my heart hurt and I wanted these boys to have a life and not end up at Stull Cemetery. That episode still makes me cry all these years later. I started writing this experiment in AU shortly after season 6 began and it has been building until now, with a noticeable lag in between chapters and stories. I'm pretty sure I'm finally up to finishing this and putting the New Road series to rest. I just want to say, I thought of bringing Metatron in first and mine was far cooler and less murdery than the one that appeared in the actual series. Yay me.

    Warnings are for later chapters. No worries, our boys are the good guys.

    New chapters posted weekly on Thursdays :) Thanks for reading!

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