The last thing I remembered feeling was the soft touch of Adam’s fingers running over my arm as we lay next to each other in the afterglow, I had wanted to help him out but he had stopped me, it hurt a little at first but I knew that he meant well and I was glad of that. During the night or early morning I had woken up to the soft sounds of his breathing before I carefully climbed out of his hold and gotten up, pulling some boxers on I wondered out of the room and towards the bathroom where I turned the shower on and sat on the closed toilet seat until the water had warmed up enough for me to get in, stripping my boxers off I climbed in under the water and let a soft sigh out at the feeling of it hitting against my skin, reaching out slowly for the cloth, I poured some soap on to it before I started to slowly run it over my body in small circles until I had covered every part I could reach before stepping back under the hot water to wash it all away.
Turning the water off I slowly stepped out and wrapped a towel around my waist before I walked over to the mirror and swiped my hand across it and stared in to it at my reflection, my hair stuck to the side of my face slightly as other bits stuck out all over, I couldn’t help but smile a little at it knowing that I had Adam to myself now, looking away I laughed softly to myself before I turned the lights out and walked back towards my room and silent crept back inside and glanced over at Adam to see him laid on his stomach with his arms under and around my pillow, shaking my head I started to dry off before I grabbed some clean boxers from my bag and pulled them on before some sweat pants. Walking over to the bed I sat down on the edge before I ran my hand down his back lightly with a smile before I lent down and kissed his shoulder and pulled the covers up over him again before I got up and walked back towards the door and then out.
‘’Morning’’ Came a tired voice and I turned to see Kane sat on the couch as I walked towards the kitchen and I smiled at him,
‘’Morning’’ I tell him back as I started to make coffee for us, handing his cup to him, I curled up on the couch next to him and looked towards the TV to see an old black and white film on, I couldn’t help but grin slightly to see that he had a horror film on already.
Settling down, I brought my coffee to my lips as I stared at the screen, watching with interest as the shapes moved around, a small curl to the corner of my lips.
‘’Tommy’’ Someone spoke to me and I just brought my hand up waving them quiet a little as I moved again and stared at the screen, everything else just a distant thing to me as I heard a short laugh. ‘’Does he always get like this when he watches horror films?’’ A voice sounded out before someone else spoke and a laugh ran out and I slapped my hand out again, catching someone or something.
By the time the film had ended I stretched slightly before I looked down and frowned a little, ‘’Hey, where’s my coffee gone?’’ I asked as I looked up to see Adam sat between me and Kane, a smirk was on Adam’s lips as he raised a cup to them and took a sip from it before I realized it was my cup,
‘’Adam you jerk, ‘’ I told him as I went to grab it but he held it out my reach and Kane laughed again,
‘’Sorry Tommy, I couldn’t resist, you were just sat there staring at the screen and you nearly dropped it because it was slipping from our hold’’ He laughed out and I glared at him before he winked and I shook my head before getting up to just feel and hand grab the back of my pants and pull me down on to Adam’s lap before he wrapped his arm warmly around my waist.
‘’You left me’’ Adam murmured in to my ear and I shivered slightly against him before grinning and lent back in to him more.
‘’Okay, im going to leave right now’’ Kane spoke out and we both laughed before I watched him leave before I turned a little and curled in to him with a smile before I wrapped my arms around his neck and nuzzled my nose in to the side of his neck.
‘’You were still sleeping’’ I told him softly as his arm curled around my waist and I felt his chest move with a soft laugh, ‘’’Plus I didn’t want to wake you, you seemed to need your sleep’’ I told him with a smile as I breathed out and kissed his skin lightly again.
‘’And you showered without me, Tommy Joe Im starting to think your liking to do thing without me.’’ Adam whispered down to me and I laughed softly, before looking up at him with a smile which he returned down to me. leaning up I softly pressed my lips against his before I felt him lean us forward to what I guessed was putting the coffee down before his arms came to wrap around me as I moved and straddled his waist.
‘’I love you’’ I whispered against his lips, the words sounding right coming off my lips before I could stop them, pulling away I glanced at him as he stared back, a soft blush crept up on to my neck and slowly spread to my cheek as I looked at him.
‘’I love you too Tommy Joe’’ He whispered back to me and I smiled brightly at him before moving closer to him and pressed my lips back against his again, I had finally got the guy I wanted, I still knew that a lot of questions was going to be thrown at me once I went back home but I didn’t mind anymore since I had Adam there by my side.
When I pulled away from him I breathed out and curled back against his chest and brought my legs up a little as he wrapped his arms around my body tightly,
‘’Your so much like a cat Tommy’’ he laughed out to me and I smacked his chest softly with a grin as I turned my eyes back to the TV again. The feeling of Adam’s body under mine, his breath on the back of my neck warmed me through out my body. It wasn’t long before I felt his soft lips against my shoulder before they moved up against my neck and he started to lightly suck on the skin just behind my ear and I laughed softly before I shifted over his lap and looked up at him.
‘’Stop’’ I tell him with a small smirk before I laid back against him again with a smile on my lips as his arms came to wrap around my chest.
‘’Whoa, am I dreaming or is this actually happening?’’ Sophie’s voice rang out and both I and Adam jumped to look up at her at the doorway between the kitchen and living room and I laughed slightly.
‘’Adam, meet Sophie…Sophie… Adam’’ I told them both before I started to get up and I picked the cups up off the table and started to walk towards her with a smile, kissing her cheek I smiled and walked around her and in to the kitchen where I put the cups in to the sink.
‘’Hey’’ I turned around as I jumped and saw Kane stood in the doorway fully dressed, his hands pushed in to his pockets deeply,
‘’Hi’’ I replied to him as I pushed the cups in to the bowl and turned back and walked towards the table and closer to him, I carefully watched his face and I knew that something was up. ‘’Kane?’’ I asked him softly and he sighed before looking up at me.
‘’Can we spend the day together?’’ He asked and I nodded slightly, ‘’Just the two of us alone?’’ He asked and I raised an eyebrow slightly.
‘’Yeah sure, let me just go get dressed’’ I told him and he smiled a little before walking away again and I stood there confused slightly before Adam walked in and over to me, his warm arms wrapping around my body as he pulled me closer to him.
‘’Make sure you and Kane have fun today’’ He told me and I looked up at him confused at how he knew about us spending the day together and he laughed softly, ‘’He asked if he could steal you for the day’’ He told me and I let a soft ‘oh’ sound out before he shook his head and lent down kissing me softly, his hand creeping up in to the back of my hair as I gripped the loops of his jeans before I ran my hands up his bare chest slowly until I wrapped my arms around his neck.
‘’I will see you later’’ Tommy called out to me before he walked out the door, only to reappear seconds later as he ran over and planted his lips against mine with a smile, ‘’I forgot to tell you that I love you’’ He whispered to me and I laughed softly before nodding.
‘’I know you do’’ I whispered back before kissing him back again and watched as he went running back out and then the sound of the front door slamming shut a second later, shaking my head slightly, I grinned and looked back down at the magazine which was in my hands, turning a little I lent against the arm of the couch and stretched my legs out along the seats before I heard a crash coming from one of the rooms, jumping up I wondered around until I found Sophie knelt on the ground and picking up broken glass.
‘’Is everything okay?’’ I asked her as she jumped and dropped the glass again as her eyes landed on mine, a blush on her cheeks as she laughed softly and nodded.
‘’Yeah, just stupidly knocked a picture frame over while I was tiding’’ She told me and I nodded slightly before walking over and crouched down and started to help pick the glass up,
‘’Have you got a brush thing?’’ I asked her and she nodded again before carefully handing me the glass she had hold of and walked out the room, reaching over, I grabbed her waste bin and put the glass inside before starting to pick up the smaller bits before she came back in with a brush and pan.
‘’Thanks’’ I told her softly as I started to brush up the little bits until it was all cleared up again.
‘’So what’s going on between with Tommy Joe and you Adam?’’ Sophie asked me as I stood up and brushed my knees off and I smirked a little at her before I walked over to her bed and sat down on it before I scooted over so she could sit on the bed next to me as I stretched out. ‘’Well…?’’ She asked and I laughed before glancing at her.
‘’There’s nothing to really say about us’’ I asked her with a shrug and a grin before she pushed me, laughing I shook my head slightly and nodded towards her laptop. ‘’Let me explore your music and I will tell you everything you want to know’’ I told her with a slight roll of my eyes as she grabbed her laptop and came and sat on the bed next to me once she came back over and placed it on my lap gently.
‘’So what did you have in mind for today?’’ I asked Kane, a few minutes after as we walked down the street in silence, my eyes glancing over to watch him before I turned back again and pushed my hands in to Adam’s jacket pockets.
‘’Don’t know really, just wanted to spend some time with you’’ He shrugged out to me quietly and I stopped before grabbing his arm to pull him around and face me.
‘’Look Kane, I can tell there’s something on your mind, so just talk to me okay?’’ I asked him as his eyes met mine slowly before sighing and nodded.
‘’Come on let’s go do some shopping and cheer you up’’ I tell him as I grabbed on to his arm again and started to drag him towards the street which led in to the main town.
A few hours later we were both sat at a table outside of a coffee shop just watching people rushing by, carrying on their day without a care to others around them when I turned my attention back to Kane again who had his eyes stuck on his cup of coffee which was wrapped up in his hands.
‘’Okay, spill everything which is on your mind’’ I told him and he glanced up at me before back down to again with a sigh,
‘’I just don’t want you to leave’’ He whispered out to me and I looked at him softly before sighing and grinned a little,
‘’Kane, im not going to forget you, if that’s what your worried about when we go back home again, im going to make sure that we Skype at least every other day and im going to send you tickets to any gigs’’ I tell him with a grin which brought a small one to his own lips.
‘’You promise?’’ He asked and I nodded before holding my pinky finger up.
‘’I promise’’ I tell him as he laughed and hooked his finger through mine before letting go again.
‘’Its nice seeing you happy again’’ He told me and I looked up confused slightly to what he meant before he laughed at me,
‘’You and Adam, before you didn’t even want to say his name, Im just glad that you have gotten everything sorted out and that your together, he was a fool to take so long of noticing you’’ Kane said and I blushed a little with a grin. ‘’ I mean, anyone who went to the gigs could see the way you look at each other and the small grins you have once he kissed you were pretty out in the open’’ He teased and I laughed before slapping his arm playfully.
‘’Well the tour takes a lot out of you when you are near the end of it, I mean, the constant moving around and packing as soon as you have finished the set, you get a few minutes to greet the fans while everything is packed on to the buses and then we are ushered on and on the way to the next city or where ever we play next.’’ I tell him with a sigh as I sat back and looked around the street again, ‘’I mean, depending where we play, we sometimes get the chance to stay in a hotel which believe me is like heaven after being stuck on a tour bus for weeks or days with everyone else, its not that big but we some how manage’’ I laughed as Kane nodded and finished his drink off.
‘’It sounds nice, touring I mean, just getting to go places and have fun’’ Kan paused slightly before grinning, ‘’I hope that our band can actually make it one day and have the chance to tour, it would be amazing’’
Half and hour later, we were walking back to the flat again with bags in hands and laughing together, before we paused outside the door,
‘’Hey, everything which has gone on between us…you…um… you don’t regret do you?’’ Kane asked me before he pulled his keys out and I looked at him with a smile before shaking my head.
‘’Not at all Kane, what we had was something, but we both knew it wouldn’t work out and a friendship would be better’’ I tell him with a smile as I lent forward and kissed his cheek softly before he nodded and unlocked the door before pushing it open where we stopped as we heard a scream, hurrying inside, I dropped the bags in the hall way before moving towards Sophie’s room to see her and Adam stood on the bed with a shocked and scared look on their faces before they looked over towards the door to see both me and Kane stood there.
‘’Do I even want to know?’’ I asked looked at Adam and he grinned a little before slowly moving towards the end of the bed where he looked around the floor before jumping down and quickly walked over and pressed a soft kiss to my cheek.
‘’Spider, Sophie screamed and made me jump and yeah’’ He laughed out before I shook my head and looked over at Kane who was trying to hold his laughter back before he walked in to the room and started to look under the bed.
Taking Adam’s hand I grabbed the bags again before softly pulling him towards my room again and inside before I let go and pushed the door shut, placing the bags down I turned around and walked over to him with a smile before I reached out and let my hands fold around the fabric of his shirt as I pulled him closer.
‘’Missed you’’ I murmured out to him as I lent against his body, his warm arms moving around my shoulders softly before slipping down my back and held me tightly around my waist.
‘’Missed you too baby’’ he whispered back to me before dipping his head and captured my lips in his softly.
‘’Mhmm, I should go out more often if I get kisses like that when I return’’ I whispered out against his lips as Adam pulled back slightly with a grin, the kiss had been slow but heated, small touches of tongue’s running over lips and teasing softly before we had parted.
‘’I bet you would and all’’ Adam chuckled and I winked a little before pecking his lips again and pulled away from him fully, turning around I grabbed the bags and pulled them over to the desk before I turned back to the bed and collapsed on to it backwards before I turned my head and looked towards Adam, slowly biting my lip a little I smiled at him before he walked over and moved behind me and I moved so I was sat up before I rested back against his lap and chest, his fingers running softly through my hair.
‘’Sutan rang while you were out’’ Adam started quietly, his fingers still softly running through my hair and carefully untangling any knots he came upon as I felt his chest rise and fall softly under me with every breath he took.
‘’What did you tell him?’’ I asked, a thumb making its way to my mouth where I started to slightly chew on my nail in thoughts about what we were going to tell the band.
‘’Not much, just how I was and he asked about you and if I had found you, which I told him I did and we were just talking things through but I didn’t go in to any detail about anything, just told him that you needed a break’’
‘’We don’t have to tell anyone about us baby if you don’t want to’’ Adams voice was soft and I couldn’t help but smile and turned to look at him softly.
‘’I would like that, just for us to know for a while before telling anyone’’ I told him back and he smiled before ducking down and stealing another kiss from my lips.